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I've had this account for more than 4 years and in those years a lot of memories have been made and the most of the memories aren't really good ones. Don't get me wrong, I love being here and I love showing you all my art but my mental state and life had gone downhill during the years I've had this DA account, After listen to Magpie's "Reversion" I realized that maybe there is a chance for Reversion, I think It's time I move on and try to leave the painful memories behind and leave the stupid little girl I was behind as well. I deleted the Rap rat piece cause i wanted to post it on my new DA but I didn't wanna make the account until I had a chance to say goodbye. I might post a status update when the account is made, bye bye for now
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Don't be sorry, Mom
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You were lying in that hospital bed with that tube helping you breath
You wrote "I'm sorry." On the paper, you asked us if we were mad at you
I'm not angry at you mom, never was and I never will
Through my tears I told you "Don't be." My dad backing me up with "Don't be sorry."
Please don't be sorry Mom. You survived and battled your cancer for 4 whole years when they told straight up, "you have two months to live."
Don't be sorry for something that you could not control, you did everything you could to stay, you said it yourself. I'm just glad I got to see you yesterday
It hurts a little but I can tough it out. Just like you did.
You were the only adult I felt like I could trust, I'm grateful for that
You always told me I was your hero, but you were mine too.
YOU were the one that taught me to have a tiny candle when everything around you is dark.
You aren't in pain anymore, I don't have to worry about you anymore.
Though I didn't want this to happen and I'll miss you for the rest of my life, I want you to know I'll be ok, Mom. I will try not to be scared.
I will make my dreams come true, I'll work harder than I've ever worked before, you'll see.
You meant the world too me, always have and always will.
Don't you dare feel sorry about what happened. You did you're best work at went down swinging.
I love you, Mom.
You wrote "I'm sorry." On the paper, you asked us if we were mad at you
I'm not angry at you mom, never was and I never will
Through my tears I told you "Don't be." My dad backing me up with "Don't be sorry."
Please don't be sorry Mom. You survived and battled your cancer for 4 whole years when they told straight up, "you have two months to live."
Don't be sorry for something that you could not control, you did everything you could to stay, you said it yourself. I'm just glad I got to see you yesterday
It hurts a little but I can tough it out. Just like you did.
You were the only adult I felt like I could trust, I'm grateful for that
You always told me I was your hero, but you were mine too.
YOU were the one that taught me to have a tiny candle when everything around you is dark.
You aren't in pain anymore, I don't have to worry about you anymore.
Though I didn't want this to happen and I'll miss you for the rest of my life, I want you to know I'll be ok, Mom. I will try not to be scared.
I will make my dreams come true, I'll work harder than I've ever worked before, you'll see.
You meant the world too me, always have and always will.
Don't you dare feel sorry about what happened. You did you're best work at went down swinging.
I love you, Mom.
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